You should not keep my hopes high. especially when i’m in the times where you were most needed ever. it makes me feel like a fool keep on waiting for you. trust me, sometimes when things like this happens ( cause this is not the first time it ever happens) keep me wondering why we are still keeping this relationship. its just stupid.

what is wrong with you? cause you will never feel and be at my position so you will never know. i feel so helpless living in here feeling like losing hope and feeling as if there are no access to the outside world.  you are just stuck. you’re mind are stuck, and you just stunt.