pusing masa

below is the comment i sent to dila's blog post regarding our roomates back in Nilai.

"wehh.. sumpah teringat balik time nak buat surprise bday azie. lepas solat tgh baca doa den tutup lampu buat2 black out den sume org nyanyi. haha.. it was awesome, i miss them and i definitely HATE all the conflicts among ourselves in the room. she hates her like me hating her pusing2 camtu jugak. i know things will never happen again like how it used to be. but i will forver cherished all the happy moments in sem 1, nilai 2008/2009. "

ni nak tambah lagi.

wherever u go, conflicts does exist. whether u like it or not u still have to face it.

well well well, imagine la kalau dalam satu bilik atau dorm back in CFSIIUM, Nilai kitorg tinggal 12 orang dalam satu bilik. 1st week or shall i say 1st sem tu true colours tak nampak lagi. one of the reasons why is because ade seniors dalam bilik and the rest semua junior. thus, semua orang behave sikit; ye lah sebab still freshie and ade sorang senior dalam bilik tu orang kuat Mahallah.

as for me, macam biasa je. senior tak senior rasa sama je. kalau orang lain sibuk dok panggil "akak,akak", well me (of course with permission) panggil nama je. hehe

and the drama starts when sem 1 almost at its end.

semua dah start nak tunjuk true colours masing-masing.

ada yang okay tu okay la.

lucky me, dapat start my foundation studies dengan level 5 dapat buat setahun dengan short sem. so, tak payah nak lama lama kat nilai. infact masa short sem i was dammmnn lucky to get rid of them. although ramai yang tak suka each other but still diorg nak kekal ukhwah yang terbina. salute! hehe.

however, despite all the hatred deep down i still love them. yes, i mean it. every single one of them.

they taught me life ive never imagined i will ever get the chance to experience.

1st ever solat jemaah dengan rela hati. seronok tak terkata. siap masing-masing cakap tunggu for each other nak solat sama-sama. kalau semua dah ready nak solat, ade sorang yang baru balik mesti cepat-cepat lari pergi amik wudhu' sebab tak nak lepaskan peluang solat sama-sama. lepas solat, semua orang mesti tolak Izzah baca doa sebab Izzah terer arab. bila dia baca doa basically dia akan faham doa yang dia baca. unlike me. lepas doa mesti salam and mintak maaf to each other macam hari raya. sebak je masa tu. lepas solat, baru bersurai.

diorang jugak care for each other especially time subuh, sahur dan berbuka. MasyaAllah.

terasa seperti betul-betul di universiti yang Islamic-oriented.

i always had a hard time untuk bangun subuh apatah lagi bersahur. so, dormate katil sebelah, Fara, tak pun kembar, takpun shamimi, takpun Izzah, takpun Nad, Azie jugak, Fatin and Irah mesti akan kejutlan sampai bangun. at first rasa nak mengamuk pun ada tapi tu lah diorang sabar sangat kejutkan. sebulan puasa, sebulan jugaklah diorang sabar kejutkan. ive never experienced the same thing everyday bila dah masuk gombak. Gombak is definitely lain dari nilai. semua cam self-oriented sikit. ye lah masing-masing dah besar kan. dekat nilai bila waktu berbuka semua orang akan beli makanan of course, then time makan semua akan pusing makanan tu so that masing-masing rasa masing-masing punya. semuanya naturally happen. same goes to lunch hour di bukan bulan puasa. or else, i would never taste sedapnya ikan keli cili api pak cik, tempe dengan kentang mak cik, kuey teow kungfu mak cik, nasi goreng cili api pak cik.

walaupun tinggal dengan diorang for only 2 sem, tapi kenangan tak terkira.

and if happens korang terbaca blog ni, i wanna made a lil bit confession here.

yes, i do feel jauh hati sikit dengan korang. sebabnya tak perlulah nak reveal-kan kat sini. siapa yang tahu tu tahu lah and i wanna apologize to everyone if happens my words or actions offend u you intentionally or unintentionally. thank you all for having me and endlessly brings colours to my day in Nilai.

kite sayang korang tau and always ingatkan korang. terasa sebak bila tulis benda ni. although it seems mengarut but i really mean it!