rosak minda

kau nak tau kadang-kadang aku ter-rosakkan minda aku dengan baca gosip artis tau tak? tak. mesti kau tak tau. tapi aku bagitau jugak. 
i like to read the way the tackle certain issues tu. ridiculous pun ada. but that's how they sold their stories. people make money by telling other people stories kan. 


nak try baca ke? amik ni. sejarah Form 3 


i know its unfairkan to say such things that aku rosakkan minda dengan baca benda-benda macam tu. macam la what i wrote here will bring betterment to the society whatsoever ke ape kan. 


see i have lots of conflicts in me. its like i have multiple personalities.
baru tadi aku post about me bringing something good to the people yet arghhh i dont know what am i trying to convey here. 


so what?

serenity

"aku baru balik dari overnight. it was all my ideas, tak sangka ada yang setuju terus ktorg keluar exactly 5minutes to 12am. haha then ktorg pergi kedai makan nama Hayaki. concept macam kopitiam and its 24hours and the food kat situ sedap. anyway, aku macam depressed sikit petang tadi masa kat library cause aku online and ntah macam mana aku bukak2 blog i saw 'their' blog. they shared one blog and both of them are the author of the blog. and they made the blog public so at first aku cam terkejut jugak la but i didnt really read what they wrote kat situ aku just skimmed je but due to lots of practice of skimming..cehhh konon. hehe.. aku dapat tangkap la ape yang diorg cakap. they didnt write anything bout me but i felt something weird. i dont know. 


i dont want to be their friends anymore even if ive been given the chance to pun. bukan nak berlagak ke ape but i just  feel like  having them as my friends, is not me anymore.  its hard to put in words ape yang aku rasa. takpe kalau kau tak faham but i know somehow kau akan cuba fahamkan jugak kan? :D

tu je. so aku baru balik td around 6am. pak guard pun tido so kitorg masuk dengan selamat. haha. balik tu of course dah azan and after quite sometime aku tak solat subuh, i finally dapat solat subuh. 

nak tau something? aku somehow felt connected to my Creator. my doa is different this morning. its kinda like i literally have someone to talk to but in the invisible kinda version. sounds so weird kan. i pray that if  i live in this world without bringing any good to the ummah, to my religion, to my parents and people around me then take my souls. i felt so relieved now. 

serenity.

 ntah la tu yang aku rasa. 

thanks for reading! 

love you!"




:)

i knew it

I don't know if really i want this anymore... or not. 

the more i tell myself no, the more keep on doing it.

 "be in your safe zone, u dont want to be hurt no more"

but I keep on doing it. 
Ohhhh...come on!

Kau nak jadi apa?

 aku sendiri pun tak sure nak ke tak kerja as a journalist. cause haritu aku borak dengan academic advisor pasal specialization, dia suggest aku amik public relation or organizational communication course ni macam corporate comm cause dia cakap aku pnya presentation skills lagi bagus dr writing aku.

 tapi sebab nak acquire skills as journalist kat luar mahal. yang corporate comm tu at least if aku rajin nak baca memang boleh belajar by book. ntah la. tengok la macam mana.

can i survive myself as a journalist? definitely no definite answer for that

How do I define the term 'F-R-I-E-N-D-S'

im feeling alot better today. semalam pun aku dapat MC sebab tak larat sangat malam tadi baru balik campus. 

anyway, aku beli kat kau telekung. i hope kau tak surprise sangat. aku baru tahun ni dapat beli untuk diri aku and aku dah lama tak beli pape untuk kau. i hope kau tak rasa macam aku perli kau ape ehh. aku may be malu nak cakap depan2 sebab cam skema sangat je. kau kawan aku dunia and akhirat. aku dah been thru high and low dengan kau and still kau accept aku for the way i am. dari aku nakal tak ingat dunia sampai la skang ni macam dah baik sikit u are always there for me. haritu masa cousin wan meninggal umur sama dengan ezzad sebab leukemia bagi aku macam wake up call. arwah punya bestfriend setia sangat dengan dia dari dia nazak sampai la jenazah dia balik rumah and mandi and kafan semua. he was there all the time. i wonder would i have that kind of friends who will read Yaasin next to me and mandikan aku and terus doakan aku bila aku dah takde. emo sikit email aku kat kau yang ni. heee

 aku tak ramai kawan yang aku boleh bercerita segala, tho aku cam ramai jugak kawan but they are not my real friends. i dont trust people so much nowadays. u know ive been thru hard times losing friends. but now i am so over it. and bila aku fikir2 balik, there's always reasons behind semua ni kan. :)

2010

dah nak habis dah tahun ni. tinggal lagi beberapa hari lagi kita akan masuk 2011. usia makin meningkat, tanggungjawab yang makin banyak, hmm tapi berapa banyak aku dah sumbangkan?

you know, i know

but the thing is i don't know. i don't know what is wrong with you, or probably

is it about me?

Hari Raya pertama.

parker, hardison, elliot..you guys made my Raya more ceria than ever.



esok jumpa lagi ye.

Salam Lebaran

Still struggling with the silent argument.



i wanna let it go but i can't

done. that's it

Hello.

Week 7 and 8 are finally over. LEGA!

3 exams in a day.. wooo not gonna happen again in the future. I didn’t sleep the whole night before the exam day sama-sama dengan Tikah. She then came out with an idea nak sahur kat luar and ajak me along. Its kinda funny how we actually managed to get out from Mahallah. Well I’m not sure whether its legal or not to go out at 4.45am. Then after sahur kitorang balik campus, mandi pagi-pagi then continue study lagiiii..

The first paper of the day; Creative Thinking and problem solving, the questions was quite easy actually. It’s all about 6 Thinking Hats by Edward De Bono. However, what I did the whole night was to make myself understand on the provocation and movement techniques topic and I guess I got things mixed up sikit kot while answering the paper.

Second paper; Psychology and Communication, well well well.. I was quite surprise when I first got the questions. Something that I’ve expected keluarrr oii, it’s about group communication. Well, that is for the 2^nd question. The 1^st question asked us to talk about conscience in workplace and asked us to give examples on the positive and negative side of being conscience at work.

Final paper of the day; introduction to Sociology, luckily I attended the 2 o’clock class. Dr. Rohaiza actually gave some hints during the class but I didn’t really pay much attention to her as I was busy preparing for psychology and communication paper. Which happened to be just right after Soca class that evening.

Lepas exam and get things settled for Soca, Ranang called me thru Juju’s. we decided to buka kat HS café since Tikah dah balik Jerantut and Dila buka with her school friends outside. So left me and Ranang not knowing nak buka kat mane.

Lepas buka, balik bilik terus tidur until Dila came knocking on my door at 11pm something something kot. Chit chat and do some girly geli stuff, Dila got so excited for the girly geli stuff wehh. I wished I did snap some photos.

Went back to Subang Jaya the next day, Jumaat sept,3^rd.

BORING. Should I apologize for lack of enthusiasm writing this down? Apparently, no one gonna read this unless ive become famous one day and people wanted to know my past. Till then, take a good care of yourself, stop whining and Be grateful. Bye

it's a ding without a dong.

I have to indulge myself with books and lots of booookss, and so as notes, and lots of other reading materials.

please make me understand this.

another day, another surprise

I am so scared. Totally scared till I hardly breathe and keep on questioning why am I here. Why do I have to this entire thing? Yes. I am totally freaking out now.

I just got to know that I have 3 mid-terms all in one day. And all the subjects are tough dohh! And the possibilities might be that I'm gonna have mid-term for all the five subjects in hmmmpphh.. the whole one week? The week before eid. Kejam kot. Spoil my raya mood.

Oh yeah, and it is back to back!! 3 subjects all wrap up in one day. Its kinda like 4 years of birthday gifts has just been delivered to you. Ding dong...SURRPRRRIISEEE!!!

**YEAY?

can i make a request?

2nd September..boleh tak datang lambat sikit? takpe tak your time okay.

gila wishful thinking.

tarik nafas dan lega.. ke?

week 5;

we're done!

week 6!

submission week for Islamic Aqidah assignment,

submit statistics assignment

mid-term on week 7

publicly expressing gratitude

Thank you Allah, for making this possible

Thank you Abah for allowing me to join this trip and of course for the financial supports.

Thank you Mak for accompanied me and Aween .

Thank you Aunty Rusnah, Uncle Rahizam and Kakak Dianti and Wa and all Itaero Travel staff for being so friendly towards me, Mak and Aween too throughout the trip and made us feels included in your big 1 Malaysia family.

Thank you everyone who have been with me.

contemplating

The pain you suffer is only for temporary. Be strong and hold on.

It will go away without you even realize it.

Sometimes when you are in your worst pain, you are actually amongst the luckiest man.

Why?

It’s your job to start thinking.

i need you

i am now in the middle of sem 1 for 2010,2011.
really really had great time studying this semester. i haven't yet experience the unpleasant part and definitely not looking forward to it.


Ya Allah. please help me to survive another year of my studies and pleaseee be with me and pleasee guide me to get good grades this semester.

i'll work hard or even harder than i used to be.

just let me go through this slow and easy.



Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa. Alhamdulillah, i still have the chance to

Isnin, malam

Semalam buat pertama kalinya cuba untuk tidur sorang-sorang kat bilik selepas seminggu ditemani beberapa kawan karib yang setia menumpang kasih dibilik. Tu lah dulu masa 1^st year dengan kat Nilai dapat bilik ramai-ramai tak bersyukur, bising la ape la. Di dah dapat duduk sorang-sorang pun nak bising jugak.

Last night, after I had my supper makan Maggi perasa Tom Yam and catching up stories dekat bilik Tikah; G1.8 around 12.40am baru lah balik ke G1.5(bilik sendiri). Dah balik bilik, tepuk-tepuk bantal tiba-tiba rasa nak pergi toilet pulak. Punya la mengada, sanggup pergi bilik Tikah dulu nak mintak dia tolong temankan. Balik dari toilet-berpisah diselekoh-masuk bilik-kunci pintu-tepuk bantal lagi..mata pulak terkebil-kebil.haaaa..sudah! punya la semangat tahan mengantuk petang tadi konon tak nak tidur petang tak so that cepat sikit boleh lena tak menjadi la pulak. Alaaamaaakkk.. dah la compartment sorang-sorang. Roommate compartment sebelah dah lena sangat sebab ada bukti bunyi.

Pusing sana pusing sini semuanya tak menjadi. Akhirnya on lap top nasib baik internet connection laju. Banyak jugak khatam tengok video and baca blog orang.

There’s a theory tapi tak ingat baca kat mane that says when your eyes closed, your other senses akan sangat alert. Especially telinga. Bila nak pejam mata around 2pm, macam-macam bunyi la pulak yang keluar. Bila celik balik, ehh..takde pape la pulak. Ehhh..main main pulak.

Last sekali tidur at 4.30am. haaaa..gila tak? Nasib harini semua class pagi cancel. Dapat jugak tidur lebih sikit sebab kejap lagi kelas starts at 2pm sampai pukul 5pm.

Actually malam tadi tak la kes kes bulu roma meremang ke ape, tapi otak pusing-pusing kat cerita camtu je. Lepas tu baca pulak buku Kristen Cast, tho cerita dia not exactly pasal hantu, cerita pasal vampire tapi tu lah bila dah vampire otak interpret jugak dengan benda benda yang associate dengan hantu. Aha.. melayu kannn.. bila dah malam sikit, pagi sikit, sorang sikit, gelap sikit, angin sikit, bunyi sikit semuanya nak link kan dengan benda-benda camtu.

Harini dah hari selasa, esok rabu class sampai pkul 11.20am je.

Nak balik kejap lah.

Rindu mak.

Homesick kot.

SEM I, 2010/2011

AWESOME NEW SEMESTER!

these are my subjects for this semester;

1) COMM 1120: Statistics for communication research
2) COMM 2070: Psychology for communication
3) RKGS 2010: Creative thinking and problem solving
4) RKUD 3010: Islamic Aqidah
5) SOCA 1010: Intro.to Sociology.

"be thankful and stop complaining"; Prof. Dr Saodah Wok, statistics class (14/07/2010)

please..please..pleaseee be nice to me okay Prof. I've always have problems when it comes to number.

Dear Ms. Ong, my dearest add math teacher back in SMK USJ 8.. I'VE MISSED YOU!!
I should have listened to you right?
I've already learnt my lesson cikgu.

the not so strong anak abah

now, it is already 30 minutes past 2 in the morning and i am still in front of the laptop waiting for my turn to do the add and drop subjects.

i've been waiting since 1.30a.m, still haven't get a chance to go through the system. tak habis-habis server busy la ape benda semua.

so, in order to kill time i go through my posts and check my english..wohooo~ it was so damn horrible and still i'm writing in english now. malunyaaaa..

i read few blogs and i'd realized that i have to improve my english.

its like 1/10 compared to them.

i know its not fair for me to degrade myself and to sabotage my possible potentials but this is really how i felt at this very moment and i really hate myself when i do this; keep on complaining and whining and do nothing! yes, i do nothing to change it.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

i have to deal with my internal conflicts cause if i dont i will drag everyone into this too and its gonna end up big. VERY VERY BIGG!

mak, abah.. i dont know how to talk to u or how to even start it. i am struggling with my own creation of self conflicts and i have one to talk to. i know both of u will never read this. abah always have the thought that i am his most independent and strong daddy's little girl but the truth is, i am not abah.. there are things that i cant survive on my own and i often lost. when i ask your opinion, i really mean it abah but u seem not to bother about it. abah selalu cakap "ikut suka angah..its your life anyway, u have to learn to make good decisions".

probably i'm just too scared to face the reality.

i'm scared if one day ill end up nothing.

i got myself a place in a a good Uni probably will graduate few years from now but somehow i am nothing.

mak, abah.. please doakan anakmu boleh berjaya dan menjadi seorang yang berguna pada agama,bangsa dan negara.

Ya Allah, please guide me and never keep me far away from you.

emak baik

"mak, nak bangun pagi ke nak habis kelas lambat?"

"awak nak bangun pagi? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...(GELAK MENYINDIR)"

"mak, Ain cakap betul betul ni.."

"terpulang la.."

"mak rasa?"

"boleh ke bangun?"

"boleh kot..tapi mak kena la tolong kejutkan pagi-pagi setiap hari boleh tak mak kira macam mak tolong buat wake up call la so that Ain tak terlajak tidur boleh tak mak?"

mak terus diam seribu bahasa.

"boleh tak maaakk..?"

mak diam lagi.

"maaaaaakkkk...(mengada-ngada sikit)"

"tengoklah.. mak call sekali je. tak bangun sudah!"


YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSS!!!

bloodeyhh

listening to the list of your favourite songs making me missing you more,

rumah finally senyap and peace without you around as Aween and i have no one to argue with.

u know,

sometimes another side of me feels so empty cause you and i always do lots of things together like when we share our stories about friendship and life.

although i always said how much i really hate it that you are in the same Uni as i am but deep down i am thankful.

u probably the best adik ive ever had and i thank Allah for having you.

i know sometimes u hate me like hell cause i tend to use harsh words on you but that's just my way to express how much i love u. =)

kau selalu sensitif sangat sampai kadang-kadang tu aku fikir, kau tu perempuan ke aku yang perempuan?

lepas ni kalau gaduh-gaduh lagi tu biasa la, tapi kau jangan la nak selalu sangat take things seriously. okay adik.

ME

.........neither speak nor write good English.

when she talks about how bad other people's English were, she is actually reflects everything back to her. she feels insecure and that is why she acted that way. please forgive her.

however, if she ever got lucky she will probably get some anonymous person to teach her English lessons and correct her writings for FREE. perhaps

GOMBAK

I AM SO NOT READY FOR YOU YET!

but let's get to know each other better when we meet later okay.

please be nice to me.

pusing masa

below is the comment i sent to dila's blog post regarding our roomates back in Nilai.

"wehh.. sumpah teringat balik time nak buat surprise bday azie. lepas solat tgh baca doa den tutup lampu buat2 black out den sume org nyanyi. haha.. it was awesome, i miss them and i definitely HATE all the conflicts among ourselves in the room. she hates her like me hating her pusing2 camtu jugak. i know things will never happen again like how it used to be. but i will forver cherished all the happy moments in sem 1, nilai 2008/2009. "

ni nak tambah lagi.

wherever u go, conflicts does exist. whether u like it or not u still have to face it.

well well well, imagine la kalau dalam satu bilik atau dorm back in CFSIIUM, Nilai kitorg tinggal 12 orang dalam satu bilik. 1st week or shall i say 1st sem tu true colours tak nampak lagi. one of the reasons why is because ade seniors dalam bilik and the rest semua junior. thus, semua orang behave sikit; ye lah sebab still freshie and ade sorang senior dalam bilik tu orang kuat Mahallah.

as for me, macam biasa je. senior tak senior rasa sama je. kalau orang lain sibuk dok panggil "akak,akak", well me (of course with permission) panggil nama je. hehe

and the drama starts when sem 1 almost at its end.

semua dah start nak tunjuk true colours masing-masing.

ada yang okay tu okay la.

lucky me, dapat start my foundation studies dengan level 5 dapat buat setahun dengan short sem. so, tak payah nak lama lama kat nilai. infact masa short sem i was dammmnn lucky to get rid of them. although ramai yang tak suka each other but still diorg nak kekal ukhwah yang terbina. salute! hehe.

however, despite all the hatred deep down i still love them. yes, i mean it. every single one of them.

they taught me life ive never imagined i will ever get the chance to experience.

1st ever solat jemaah dengan rela hati. seronok tak terkata. siap masing-masing cakap tunggu for each other nak solat sama-sama. kalau semua dah ready nak solat, ade sorang yang baru balik mesti cepat-cepat lari pergi amik wudhu' sebab tak nak lepaskan peluang solat sama-sama. lepas solat, semua orang mesti tolak Izzah baca doa sebab Izzah terer arab. bila dia baca doa basically dia akan faham doa yang dia baca. unlike me. lepas doa mesti salam and mintak maaf to each other macam hari raya. sebak je masa tu. lepas solat, baru bersurai.

diorang jugak care for each other especially time subuh, sahur dan berbuka. MasyaAllah.

terasa seperti betul-betul di universiti yang Islamic-oriented.

i always had a hard time untuk bangun subuh apatah lagi bersahur. so, dormate katil sebelah, Fara, tak pun kembar, takpun shamimi, takpun Izzah, takpun Nad, Azie jugak, Fatin and Irah mesti akan kejutlan sampai bangun. at first rasa nak mengamuk pun ada tapi tu lah diorang sabar sangat kejutkan. sebulan puasa, sebulan jugaklah diorang sabar kejutkan. ive never experienced the same thing everyday bila dah masuk gombak. Gombak is definitely lain dari nilai. semua cam self-oriented sikit. ye lah masing-masing dah besar kan. dekat nilai bila waktu berbuka semua orang akan beli makanan of course, then time makan semua akan pusing makanan tu so that masing-masing rasa masing-masing punya. semuanya naturally happen. same goes to lunch hour di bukan bulan puasa. or else, i would never taste sedapnya ikan keli cili api pak cik, tempe dengan kentang mak cik, kuey teow kungfu mak cik, nasi goreng cili api pak cik.

walaupun tinggal dengan diorang for only 2 sem, tapi kenangan tak terkira.

and if happens korang terbaca blog ni, i wanna made a lil bit confession here.

yes, i do feel jauh hati sikit dengan korang. sebabnya tak perlulah nak reveal-kan kat sini. siapa yang tahu tu tahu lah and i wanna apologize to everyone if happens my words or actions offend u you intentionally or unintentionally. thank you all for having me and endlessly brings colours to my day in Nilai.

kite sayang korang tau and always ingatkan korang. terasa sebak bila tulis benda ni. although it seems mengarut but i really mean it!

an apple a day keep diseases awaayy!

after all i don't feel like writing all the incidents happens during my working period at Al-Ikhsan Subang Parade. only selected ones je.

i dont have any issues relating to the staff but i always have issues with the customers.

yes, the company's policies is customer is always right.

however, the-customer's-always-right policies do have limits.sometimes the customer rasa diorang tu dah betul sangat walaupun hakikatnya diorang tau yang sudah terang lagi bersuluh yang diorang tu salah dan masih nak cuba tegakkan benang yang basah. bila dah terang-terang salah, masa tu lah nak malu dan tak tahu kat mana nak sorok muka yang dah malu sangat tu.

ok emo kejap.

i don't 100% blame them cause they probably don't understand the procedures that we have to undergo just to please them let say dalam kes nak tukar barang.

datanglah dengan beradab, Insyallah people will assist u dengan beradab jugak.

kalau biadab, jawab sendirilah cik debab. ok takde kena mengena.

dear customers and consumers,

please put yourself in our shoes (promoter, sales assistant, etc)

oh ya. jangan suka nak pandang rendah dekat orang sesuka hati.

satu cerita kelakar;

ade la sorang cust ni, bila aku cakap melayu dia diam buat bodoh je. tapi bila aku cakap bahasa inggeris tergagap-gagap nak jawab balik and boleh pulak reply dalam bahasa melayu lepas tu sengih sengih macam kerang busuk.

terasa nak je cakap "encik, sila isi borang nak berhenti jadi Melayu". although i cant speak good english but when i replied then i guess we shall continue to speak in english. u dont have to look at me up and down. nampak sangat! i'm sorry if u dont have the intention to, but i just got pretty annoyed by that kind of attitude. tapi since aku kerja kat situ, terpaksa la senyum dan maniskan muka although dalam hati tuhan je lah yang tau. Astaghfirullah al-azim.

Ya Allah, kalaulah nanti aku ni belajar tinggi dan dikurniakan rezeki yang melimpah ruah janganlah kau biarkan aku terus hanyut dengan sifat bongkak dan riak serta lupa diri. Amiiinnnn...

semoga apa yang berlaku harini akan terus menjadi iktibar kepadaku untuk hari esok.

ni baru je 2 bulan kerja dah terasa peritnya. jasad tak penat tapi rohani yang terkesan.

kesian kat other staff yang dah kerja kat situ berbulan-bulan mahupun yang bertahun-tahun. tapi since tu sumber rezeki diorang, diorang gagahkan jugak datang kerja dan melayan kerenah pelanggan setiap hari.

BENCI, MELUAT, MENYAMPAH SEGELINTIR MELAYU LUPA DIRI.

Hanya Sekali by Feminin

Sekali Janji ku Lafazkan

Akan ku Kotakan

Walaupun Dihalang

Sekali ku Lafazkan

Kata Cinta

Takkan ku Permainkan

Sekali Di Dalam Hidupku

Kurasakan Cinta

Yang Suci Sejati

Sekali Hanyalah Sekali Ini

Tiada Lagi Tukar Ganti

Sehari ku Rasa Setahun

Jika Tiada Kasihmu

Jika Kau Pergi Jauh

Perasaanku Akan Terganggu

Hanyalah Kau Seorang

Mengubat Hati Rinduku

Tiada Bandingan Di Dunia

Yang Sama Semurni

Cinta Yang Kau Beri

Sekali Kau Beri

Sekali ku Katakan Sekali Lagi

Cintaku Hanya Sekali

got addicted to this song.

makin didengar, makin suka.

makin suka, makin sedap.

buat yang tak biasa dengar lagu melayu, meh lerrr dengar sama-sama

is it me, is it you?

ive been working my ass out this whole semester's break.

and i found out that i didn't go any further. neither getting better nor get to eat a seafood platter.

:(

well well well, my earlier post is all about not to judge nor criticize.

unfortunately, i have encountered few incidents whereby there are few Malaysian Malays who enjoy degrading other people.

will continue on this later as abah balik and tend to check out me out. i need some privacy-lahh abah.

will u?

why am i so random?

i hate to criticize cause i hate from being judge.

till now, i dont understand why would some people really enjoy criticizing other people.

perhaps they are just bunch of people who think that life is mainly centered around themselves.

when u hate someone, probably the one u hate is just another reflection of what u want to be.

Azura, do u really think u can speak and write in english?

do i?

i lost my interest in writing. im losing whatever i used to be proud of before.

i am no longer someone fun to be with neither talk to. how harsh life could be?

or is it me who doesn't know how to treat life nicely?

kill me.

i wont.

oh yeah?

tak faham bahasa

im holding back my tears when i see you smile.

i lost words when you are around.

i can never be me when you laugh.

you made me believed

in things i knew

it wasn't true.

-Azuradushku-

someone

when they hurt u,

say nothing

kena jugak ke?

malasnya rasa nak pergi gym tapi bila fikir fikirkan balik, just because dah bayar terpaksa la pergi jugak kalau tak sia-sia je bayar.

semakin jauh

kalau kita bisa berbicara mungkin ini tak akan terjadi.



konon

complete

Ini je dah cukup untuk tersenyum bahagia.

lagi-lagi bila dah cuti, berminggu-minggu tak jumpa.

tak keruan rasanya.

sekali je

peluang datang sekali je.

"Azura belajar la betul-betul, ramai yang nak belajar tapi tak dapat peluang"

nafas baru

dalam mengejar cita-cita, kadang-kadang kita terleka dan terlepas pandang benda-benda kecil yang berlaku dalam hidup.

kadang-kadang benda-benda kecil yang kita terlepas pandang tu lah yang mematangkan dan membuatkan kita lebih menghargai hidup.

selalu jugak kita dengar dan cakap "..alaa benda kecik je tu" tapi kalau benda "kecik" tu yang selalu berlaku dalam hidup lama-lama naik muak susah jugakkan.

bersyukur dan berlajar la untuk lebih bersyukur dengan setiap apa yang berlaku dalam kehidupan sehari-harian.

casual writer

i write things when i feel like writing.

i'm not good with words and due to that people often wrongly interpret things that i've said.

thus, what i will write in here is basically an attempt to play with words.

my sentence can be interpreted in any ways that you like cause the way one person to another way of thinking is different.